It seems like late August has a great turn around and my weeks have been filled with outing and spending on foods and fuel. I was so right, when you have a job and a car than you owe every freedom. Just like a 21years old girl who got her key opened to life! It feels great to filled my everyday life with so much to do. It can be frustrated when it’s too much but I still love it although sometimes tiring. By the time you get back home, you would drop death on bed and fell asleep to Lala Land! Not to mention, I have been budgeting my own spending. My first salary, I spent all on treats, foods and fuel. But I found myself a beautiful owl ring which satisfied me for the whole month. I think I’m easily satisfied by things, I do not wish for a lump sum of goodies but just ONE can surely make my day.

I haven’t been shopping lately and hopefully I can spend my second salary on things I can keep for a lifetime instead of foods and fuel all the way again. Anyways, now let’s hope September treats me really well coz it’s me and Kevin most SPECIAL month. See you in next post when I’m free!

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Darren a week with all of us before heading back!

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Us with Marilyn Monroe. HAHA!

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Me and baby dating every weekend

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Chung Heng is back

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Dinner Gathering at Tez Amore for the peeps that are leaving soon

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My lovely Vanila Latte

My July Hardship

My July ended abruptly, it was tough and emotional to deal together. Just when you think things can get any better, it gets worse. I was too frustrated with so much things especially financial problems gets on my nerve. Financial problem was saddening. My car broke down in the middle of the road when I was alone, my mom have been bringing the cars to workshops for repaired in and out that had cost a great amount of money. Our house’s water pump had been a problem too. We have so little water to bath, cook, boil water, wash laundry and flushed the toilet. All the tap waters have been choking. Without much water, we have hard time whenever we need to use it. The problem is that we can’t find a proper water pump worker to repair it. We have to save up money, eat less and try to budget.

My days were basically negative all the way in July. Eventually, I cried out and break through my wall. In my toughest moments, I read through a book that was written by a pastor which is consider a Christian book too. To my surprise, I found a line says, “Are you in money difficulties? Is it hard to make both ends meet? This Thing is from Me, for I’m your purse bearer, and would have you draw from and depend upon Me.” Then at the other end was written a verse Philippians 4:19. I opened my bible and found its verse,“ And My God will meet all your needs according to his glorious riches in Christ Jesus.”

I found another verse in Philippians 4:12 which speaks for me. It says, “ I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learnt the secret of being content in any and every situation whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want.”

Seeing these verses that God had let me see, I know he’s watching over me and will help me through. Life was never perfect. Here are some more lines that motivated me and I know God has a purpose of me choosing this book. It’s a book that shown me the answer from Him :

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Some things can’t be learnt through lectures, they come at the cost of burned fingers or skinned knees. God allowed us to experience suffering in order to facilitate our growth. In another words, God sends trouble into our lives to strengthen us and make us better children in His family. Many roads can be chosen by us too. Our choices will determine what kind of people we turn out to be.

- God had shown me a way, it open my mind as it says experiencing hardships can build a greater wisdom and maturity in myself and I suddenly realized my parents have experienced even greater hardship especially my dad. He had battled with cancer but every trouble brought him closer to God and his into Kingdom.

Farewell, College Life

It feels great that I finally succeeded with all my abilities in achieving my course at Laksamana College of Buisness. Now it’s time to say farewell to my wonderful college that had given me abundant memories with both lecturers and friends. Those moments was one in a million, I simply loved both my college and highschool times. I never hated my studies life. In fact, it’s the most wonderful thing that I have ever learnt. But time has its limit of stopping, we can’t study and pay for the rest of our life. We need to make a change and grow mature in time, to earn money for the future and family. We can’t keep on going using parents’ money. Eventually everything has their end.

On Friday 29-7-2011 was the day I felt proud went up the stage to receive my certificate that I have been waiting. College’s life has changed me so much especially what the lecturers’ influence. I learnt to communicate more with new people and even strangers. I wasn’t shy to make new friends coz I had been influenced by all my pretty and handsome European lecturers. They treated you like buddy, a family and helped you when you’re in trouble and having lunch with you, joked with each other. Moments of laughter and smile are unforgettable how well the lecturers treated us.

In fact, I have grew so much closer with the college that it becomes one of my happiest memories. Although there were lots of drama, happy and sad moments with my mates, I still feel lucky to met all of you. All of you will be missed because at the end of the day, we are still good. Since many of us are going to go separate ways to further their degree studies in September, I wish you all Good Luck. We will meet again and I’m sure you guys will become prettier and more handsome after back from UK.

Here are all the farewell photos to end with

Owez being crazy and funny when you're around. Cz we just love to be Lame smtyms. Misses!!

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Mr Prakash, never stop joking and insulting ur students. Old already but young at heart yeah. haha!

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Ms Bogusia~ Ur owez lovely and friendly among all the students

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With Feedah. Good luck with everything, gorgeous :)

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My gang/guests. Thanks for coming with me.Hehe!

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College mates =)

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My last achievement!

Last but not least, HEARTS you all! Good Luck!

Tighted Schedule

I have been super busy recently. I can’t really find an alone and relaxing time for my own either. It had been a hell hectic weeks and finally tonight I’m going to do some updates. Last month was a quiet one and this month was a busy one. By the time I get back home, I was exhausted to do anything. I have been spending more times on both my love life and socializing times. I learnt how to balance my life equally on friends, love, family and career. I feel good being busy all the time but I think it’s time I need to laid back and relax myself having some alone time at home once awhile. It’s great that I hangup a lot recently with the gang as they are going to start uni life soon!

One thing I’m pretty sad is that all my beloved friends are going to further their studies and moving to Bandar. After all these times we spent together, half of them are going to be separated. It really makes me feel so sick when my times are so packed and my brain is so tired. I rarely have insomnia already coz I’m just too exhausted. Going to sleep now and wake up EARLY for Miri. GOSH!! Tired die!

Reunion!

My dog's new lover

My dog's Gf. A Bitch that changed my dog's attitude recently. He fell in love with a breed, short one

It's really sad to see your own dog to picked up fight at innocent dog. But I know deep down, he's actually protecting his favourite female breed. They have been so close together, visiting my house just to meet my dog. But he's always full of jealousy, no other dog can be near to that breed or else he would bit them with wounds non stop. My dog has become so aggressively protective that other dogs doesn't dare to be near him anymore. When the breed goes to the side of other males, my dog start to bark fiercely ready to FIGHT again.

It's heart breaking to see him pick up fight and yet all the other dogs surrounding and biting my dog to let go of their innocent friend this afternoon when I came back home. I saw the whole scene of him being bitten, I stopped my car and screamed at them. But the 3 dogs biting my dog were too many to handle. In the end, my dog being pushed and bit so roughly fell down to the drain all soaked and dirty. His pretty blue collar was teared apart by the other dogs. I was worried that he might get hurt so I threw stones at the other dogs to stop.

All he care is not letting his breed girlfriend get nearer to the other male dogs and risked his life to fight so fiercely. One thing I understand from him is He Never Want to LOSE!

Unexpected Day

DJ Izan! the most active,funniest and motivated DJ in radio Brunei

THE BEAUTIES!

Our Etude house goodies! FREE!

Me and Chenyin with the Korean Make up artist! Seriously professional!

The magic touch

How LUCKY can you get to meet DJ Izan and Etude House promoting their new highlight brand called 'Aloha' and with 2 korean make up artists giving free make up. Although I didn't join in the free make up session but Franz did and the result was flawless. Their promotion was such a big hit and success. I got the free goodies kit and toner just by communicating with DJ Izan in the middle of the crowd. Getting to take pic with my favourite DJ too. It was really an unexpected day. Transformers 3 was awesome to us, makes us teary yet excited. Seriously, such a worthful day up to Bandar!

Precious Pride

The reason I stand so strong for my religion is mostly from the role model of my dad. He was such a great and holy man. I want to be just like him when I grew up and I secretly wished that I can see him in heaven one day and to share this eternal life together when I’m gone. I do not wish that I convert to any religion in the future. I remembered the last dream I met him, he was in a place all bright white in colour. It was as if we were standing on the clouds up on the sky. I believed dad is in Heaven, the place he should be where he won’t suffer with pain again.

No matter how you force me to convert, my heart will not be in peace. My life will be done if I separate from Christianity coz it’s the only and precious religion that I can feel such powerful love and peace within. The experiences that I have gone through with Christ by my side have been amazing. I will be furious for whoever who try to drive me out from my own pride!!

You will never understand my experiences. When I’m afraid, I cross my fingers and prayed silently begging for help. After praying, there was always a sudden feeling of peace hard to define within me pouring over my soul. When I’m searching for an answer, I always found it right from the bible of the same topic I have in mind. A bible consist thousands of pages but yet I can find the answers when I simply flipped it. Do you really think it is coincidence?! No, it’s not! Coz God show me the way.