Judgemental

The Six deadly judgements from others. Here are the following says from the children:

First child: I'm a LIAR cause I don't tell you everything

Second child: I'm STUPID cause sometimes I'm wrong

Third child: I'm FAT cause I eat when I'm hungry

Fourth child: I'm too nice so I'm FAKE

Fifth child: I'm WEIRD cause I'm not like you

Sixth child: I'm UGLY cause my face ain't perfect

It's a mean world out there and it's affecting thousand of people including me. I'm definitely the Second Child. I totally know how Kylie Jenner felt here cause she have the same doubt as me. I breakdown alot for the same reason even during my highschool years. Teacher would keep explained to the whole class and I don't know anything, and yes I feel dumb and breakdown...

 Which one are you? Confess now and don't let it get you down

Jayden's Art

I discovered a place of Arts and fantasy crafts right here in Kuala Belait. Oh so many vintage and favourite paper crafts and things that I have never seen so lovely before. Looking at all this things infront of me makes my mind doze off thinking hard how to accomplish the most beautiful handicraft. 

A whole handful of all kinds of papers and crafts from USA

Pictures of Arts on the wall

Look how creative this scrapbook is! There's a wrapper to put things in the middle of the opening book. The pages are very vintage and classic

Missing this place of Arts but sadly I didn't buy any of it as I'm broke to the core! :( Oh well, nevermind. There is always next time. The prices are VERY pretty so I need to earn a lot to cover my expenses.

That's all for today sharing!

Hopes

I have been thinking a lot lately. I feel so dull and old all of sudden. I miss my old life back then. It was such a cheerful memories. Nowadays, I only seen changes from all my closest people. It's true they grew older and less crazier than they were back then. I have to admit that I still can't quite accept the reality I'm facing YET. Maybe I will accept it in the future slowly.

Maybe my inner child is trying to get out and say YA'LL, CAN U FEEL MY ENERGY?!! I WANNA HAVE FUN AND GET ON AN ADVENTURE. Ok. whatever. I feel like I changed a lot too. It's like I have become a "little" boring and get fade up easily with my moods. I could sleep and pig a lot and then feel more emotional. All I need to a little outing to release stress!

So little time

I'm back on blog. Working life have been experiencing as I gone through ups and downs. Mistakes that I have made several times drown me easily but I learnt to stand back up cos all those mistakes and failures made me more skillful and take precaution on them in the coming days. So much happened in few months that I can't mention everything in one go. It's been so since I lay my hand on this blog that I don't where to begin with. I need to concentrate on my road to Success. I'm growing and growing inside and outside. I'm changing to a more negative person this year. God knows why..

All I can do now is try to survive this challenge and hopefully to win it all.

Paris, a Dream

As all of you know that UK was my big part of Fantasy that will never become my Reality. I wanted to visit or even study abroad there but sadly I really had no chance which I have said a thousand times. Lately, I have been hearing so many issues from my friends saying UK may look like the happiest paradise to Bruneians. But actually it's not what they think of.

Check out this Picture of "Before going to UK" and In Reality:

As I have mention going to UK has always been a Dream to me coz I know I will never make it there. But at the same time, I love meeting New places and New people. I really love socializing and making new friends. My dream lifestyle is to be Independent and experiencing the outside world not by vacation but living there for a period.

If I get to go to UK, I wonder will I be Home Sick? Will I be Stress? All I know is that if I really have a chance to go. I will definitely precious all the moments there and experience a whole new world. Lifestyle there may be too high class for us which make it harder but a change of experience in your life seems so exciting. I feel bad cos I think I'm not the kind of girl that gets Home Sick easily.

Im Back!

I know I have been Missing In Action almost a month or more. I have been falling sick after my colleague left our Company and also after CNY. She has been a great asset and a loss to us when she left. Well, life is getting old on me and everyday it's all about Work and sometimes I wish I can be better and absorb things faster in a way. There is so much you need to take responsible for and I wanted to be there. It's sad sometimes when I felt blur and useless for a moment. But I always get it all up and face it.

I guess there is no such thing as climbing to the top without having few falling times. So yeah, I am halfway there so don't take too long coz I feel it this way. I just wanna be a great improvement to everyone's eyes. Not just a newbie! I wanna learn everything that I could suck everything into my fugly brain!

I remember when I was in Highschool, I got picked on coz I wasn't some kind of SMART-ASS student and I always get the lowest 10 Positions. But I always studied the hell out of my life, even my mum can see that I stayed up late just for the sake of putting everything in my brain for exams. I even studied earlier 2months before exams but in the end, friends who studied last minutes passed wheres I failed. It's weird! Now I am in a career zone, I felt the same way somehow back to Highschool. It's like I'm so hell hardworking but I still sucks sometimes.

All I want is PERFECTION!

First of all, I wanna wish everyone A Happy Chinese New Year! Hope that 2012 brings luck and prosperity to all. Well, my schedule have been very tight especially I'm currently working. That ate up a lot of spare time but that's life and I won't blame it.

I received these photos all the way from my relatives at Canada together with a Christmas Card as my Uncle sent it during Dec and arrived here during New Year. Cousin got married away with a Portugal gorgeous lady namely Susan Furtado Loo. Their newly wed was beautiful just by looking at the photos! Just sit back and enjoy the Wedding Photos!

Dancing~

DREAMY!

Happy Family

Cath, his sis sang at his bro Wedding, "How Do I live Without You"

Bridemaids, Groom and all the flowers!

All the way from Canada

Sometimes I wish I have more relatives with hearts like them. But I guess the most lovable people are the one furthest from you.

See you in Next Post! :)

Happy Chinese New Year!