Lost or Found

Somtimes, I wonder to myself. Does opposite attract work out right? Does it work out when both of your thoughts and wants are very different apart. I'm just afraid that it will be shaken.

 

I remember watching 'Bride Wars' before. I remember the last part so vividly that one girl realized that they were not meant to be together simply because they want different things in life. It's specially sad when the part she let go of her spouse on their wedding day and walk away on the aisle. That's insanely emoitonal. While her friend choose the right man that's willing to walk with her because they want the same thing in life..

 

I always think that the people who can let go are the bravest....

 

Dream On

If you know me well. You should know I love everything adventurous and I can get please easily with low expectations. I wish to explore the other side of the world in western places like Greece, Italy, UK, Canada and the list go on. I can get easily bored with life. I need new things that can cheer me up from time to time. I love the sun shinning brightly under me and going to places I never been before and meet strangers in town. Shake hands and say How are you doing. Having tea with friends and walking under the sun having a new life and chapter. I'm dreamy and sometimes I just can't control my thoughts going mad this way.

Well, I just can't accept the 'Black and White' life. I need Colours to fill my soul and heart. Meeting new people are one of the interesting part I love cos I like it when they know nothing about me and I can start conversation to learn more about their personality. There are times I came across the bad side of them as I observed carefully and the reason why I don't trust people. Once they lied, I will never trust them again. I don't give second chances. I only forgave but it doesn't mean I can trust you again. I will protect myself in order not to get hurt again. 

BOB

I feel so bliss that I finally have my new haircut, I mean a really short one. It's a BOB! I still can't believed I actually have the guts to cut it. This is a Before & After Pictures! If it wasn't for Bestie roaring me to cut my hair in instagram. I would have take a step back. Making a change feel so AWESOME.

Thanks God it looks fine! :)

Judgemental

The Six deadly judgements from others. Here are the following says from the children:

First child: I'm a LIAR cause I don't tell you everything

Second child: I'm STUPID cause sometimes I'm wrong

Third child: I'm FAT cause I eat when I'm hungry

Fourth child: I'm too nice so I'm FAKE

Fifth child: I'm WEIRD cause I'm not like you

Sixth child: I'm UGLY cause my face ain't perfect

It's a mean world out there and it's affecting thousand of people including me. I'm definitely the Second Child. I totally know how Kylie Jenner felt here cause she have the same doubt as me. I breakdown alot for the same reason even during my highschool years. Teacher would keep explained to the whole class and I don't know anything, and yes I feel dumb and breakdown...

 Which one are you? Confess now and don't let it get you down

Jayden's Art

I discovered a place of Arts and fantasy crafts right here in Kuala Belait. Oh so many vintage and favourite paper crafts and things that I have never seen so lovely before. Looking at all this things infront of me makes my mind doze off thinking hard how to accomplish the most beautiful handicraft. 

A whole handful of all kinds of papers and crafts from USA

Pictures of Arts on the wall

Look how creative this scrapbook is! There's a wrapper to put things in the middle of the opening book. The pages are very vintage and classic

Missing this place of Arts but sadly I didn't buy any of it as I'm broke to the core! :( Oh well, nevermind. There is always next time. The prices are VERY pretty so I need to earn a lot to cover my expenses.

That's all for today sharing!

Hopes

I have been thinking a lot lately. I feel so dull and old all of sudden. I miss my old life back then. It was such a cheerful memories. Nowadays, I only seen changes from all my closest people. It's true they grew older and less crazier than they were back then. I have to admit that I still can't quite accept the reality I'm facing YET. Maybe I will accept it in the future slowly.

Maybe my inner child is trying to get out and say YA'LL, CAN U FEEL MY ENERGY?!! I WANNA HAVE FUN AND GET ON AN ADVENTURE. Ok. whatever. I feel like I changed a lot too. It's like I have become a "little" boring and get fade up easily with my moods. I could sleep and pig a lot and then feel more emotional. All I need to a little outing to release stress!

So little time

I'm back on blog. Working life have been experiencing as I gone through ups and downs. Mistakes that I have made several times drown me easily but I learnt to stand back up cos all those mistakes and failures made me more skillful and take precaution on them in the coming days. So much happened in few months that I can't mention everything in one go. It's been so since I lay my hand on this blog that I don't where to begin with. I need to concentrate on my road to Success. I'm growing and growing inside and outside. I'm changing to a more negative person this year. God knows why..

All I can do now is try to survive this challenge and hopefully to win it all.