I have a Bad Day.
Hate crying early in the morning and there's no place to hide from everyone. I hate to share the sadness with other people, it makes me feel really bad. But I just accept Mistakes in Life and especially career. I screwed up and I know I mess up a lot of times.
Why Can't I be perfect?! Why can't I do things right without CARELESS mistake and not able to forgive myself instantly. I hate myself for being grew up so stupid, careless and blurr.
I can't forgive myself. I screw up seriously. I hope everything went well. The result is not out yet. My only hope depends on God cos I have faith in Him and I know he will let me proceed successfully!
People may make fun of me and think I'm crazy but they're wrong. Faithful person always have Hope.
