Wednesday, October 27, 2010

Love Or Money?

It’s true that it won’t work out as you think it is and it’s not as easy as you think it is for a couple to work together in such a stressful environment workplace. It was a wakeup call for me from the manager and I felt a sudden relieved that I choose and decided not to work with my boyfriend in the same company after the interview was dismissed.

In fact, the interview was an experience for me and he told me in his professional view in employing me for long term. It could cause strain on our relationship working with my boyfriend, it’s either LOVE or MONEY I have to choose between. Moreover, their working environment consists of stress and fucking at the employees if they did a single small mistake. It was a mistake for me to think I can cope in such a stressful environment for my first step into the world of career and it was even a greater MISTAKE to think I can cope with my boy working in the same workplace. The manager’s words came to an image vividly that would transform to reality that I will face it in the future if I were to work for long term. He was being upfront for the things he said that employees will get upset with him most of the times.

Can you cope working with me in this office?

This is rather not an interview, but a wakeup call for me. I am glad that he gave me these thoughts and let me to be absolutely sure of what I want to choose and between choosing Love or Money. Will I be able to cope with it if I lose my Love over Money, it’s not going to be balance in the world of career. I know it’s weird for manager to consult me regarding relationship in workplace but he’s just showing me the difficulties that it’s yet to face can bring into their company and teamwork. I decided I’ll take a step back and find other job instead coz this was the wrong place for me.

Sunday, October 24, 2010

What's Next

Let's take the next step

Assigments is almost approaching to an end then exams going to be nearer on December. After college, I have to go for the next step to a the 'CAREER WORLD' and to be honest..Im so not looking forward but with the age of 20, Im kinda late to step in as a beginner in career. I have always love being a STUDENT and never hesitate when I got tons of pressure and stress for exams and assigments. I still learned to move forward with all those craps although Im not really good in studies too but people see me as a hard working girl who know how to have fun at the same time.

Friday, October 22, 2010

Hamsters Rocks


Well, these are two cutest little tiny pets like fluffy balls. Sis bought a huge cute handy house for the hamsters to live. It’s pinky and has a roller wheels for them to exercise, and up stair room for them to climb for. Their house is just so cute and idealistic, it’s their home! Check this out! My hammie so lucky to have their own playhouse! Isn’t it cool?! Watching them played and fight looked interesting for me. Somehow, I wish hammie don’t bite coz they do so have to be careful when you hold them with your hands. They’re always in search for foods and that’s why they bite what they want. Let the pictures do the talking here!


gREEting,everybody! lemme intro u our house.geehehehehe!

This used to be our old home, SIMPLE MUCH HUH?!

We loved wheeling like weeeeeeeee! see me and my bro fighting for riding

tADA! our new house! it's cute.Upstair n dwnstair rooms



we won't be suffocated with the fresh air from these holes

Our wheeling! I love exercising! puff puff puff~

Drinking water from the bottle. SLURP!


Lemme show u upstair room..btw,this is how hamsters' staircase looked like


Upstair tiny room,on top of my hse

Alright, that's all for today! Cya!

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

"No arms, No legs, No worries!" -- Nick Vujicic

People say to me, "How can you smile?" he says. Then they realize there's got to be something more to life than meets the eye if a guy without arms and legs is living a fuller life than I am.

Meet Nick Vujicic... Born in 1982 in Melbourne, Australia, without any medical explanation or warning, Nicholas Vujicic came into the world with neither arms or legs. Having had an uneventful pregnancy and no family history to expect this condition, imagine the shock his parents felt when they saw their first born, brand new baby boy, only to find he was what the world would consider imperfect and abnormal. A limbless son was not what nurse Dushka Vujicic, and her husband Pastor Borris Vujicic had been expecting. How would their son live a normal happy life? What could he ever do or become when living with what the world would see as such a massive disability? Little did they or anyone know that this beautiful limbless baby would one day be someone who would inspire and motivate people from all walks of life, touching lives all over the world.

As Nick grew up he learnt to deal with his disability and started to be able to do more and more things on his own. He adapted to his situation and found ways to accomplish tasks that most people could only do by using their limbs, such as cleaning teeth, brushing hair, typing on a computer, swimming, playing sports, and much more. As time went by Nick began to embrace his situation and achieve greater things. In grade seven Nick was elected captain of his school and worked with the student council there on various fund-raising events for local charities and disability campaigns.

Hope you guys learn something from his life changing motivation! Be positive and share your joy to people that comes to your life.

God intepreted this words for Nick -

"My grace is sufficient for you, for my STRENGTH is made perfectly your WEAKNESS"

Monday, October 11, 2010

Stress Season


It's assigment SEASON!!


It's A'level, O'level SEASON! It's STRESS SEASON BUT be COOL AND CALM, OK?!


I'm going crazy for the hardest assigment ever appear in my life. Researching for McDonald's background including those economic, breakdown and plans and etc are like so HARD! coz google have none of the info and we have to find it in articles and journals from these special website. I really find so little info from those website and I need to sign up. It's ok, so i sign up for that web and be a member of it for free. BUT then when I open MOST of the PAGES from the articles, they want me to freaking SUBSCRIBE and pay UK pounds just to read the it. Really WTF la! I hope I can manage to cope with this particular assigment.



IT'S STRESS SEASON SO GET HOLD OF YOURSELF..


I know how you guys felt but being a student is better when you step in to the working life..


I'am just going to appreaciated the moments of college life for now..



GOODNIGHT .. *sweetdreams*

Sunday, October 10, 2010

Curls and Bangs


I had my hair cut last Sunday baby on the 10.10.10. At first, I was worrying about how the hairstylist cut but turn out she was good. When I asked her some tips on how to make my hair more bouncy and not flat. Immediately she taught me with all the tips and even offered to demonstrate for me by calling the worker to let her test her hair so I am able to see from her angle. And she started telling me what type of curls that suit me. I asked whether she got the photos of the curls that she’s explaining to me but end up she curled my hair and even taught me how to use the spray, comb and hair tips like so detailed. I really loved the curls she made for me and it is temporary.


After she finished the curling and spraying, baby was astonished with my NEW LOOK. He loved my new hair done including my bangs. He never thought I would look pretty different with curls and I never imagined myself in curls before too. . I was thinking maybe I should go for permanent soft curl in the future since it suits me well and I finally found my new outlook. But I am still waiting for my hair to grow longer till my waist then I got more guts to curl it.



Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Motivation strategic

Lately, I have been working hard on my assignments and studies. I guess people around me can notice it too. This is my final course of the semester and also one of the MOST expensive college fees. Moreover, it’s all theory subjects and only ONE calculating subject so I must AIM HIGHER. I got to let mom feel proud for me once in awhile coz I know I never did well enough before. I never really achieve an EXCELLANT results since the first semester although I did not fail any subjects. I have always been a loser in everything that’s related to STUDIES and sometimes I do feel stupid why my BRAIN is always so good in making CARELESS mistakes over and over again. But I never failed to study so hard that it can fuck the hell out of me.


I remembered last semester exams, I prepared studying a month before exams and it was the toughest time I ever went through. I did mistakes over and over and calculations have never been in my blood. In fact, I was the weakest student in calculations ever. I fight against this weakness and overcome it by revising so much and also with lots of help from my boy that till the days of big exam, I actually studied too hard that I fell SICK on the third day of exams but I managed to pull through the strengths and put my heads up and continue study, never giving up even how sick I’m, I could die but I just couldn’t care anymore for health. The result was at least I did what I succeeded in the end. Maybe if one day, I die of studying and you will understand how hard I am trying to hold on to this. HAHA! don't worry, this definetely won't happen.





I know my buddies back in KB are facing their A’level exams freaking SOON! I am here to wish you all GOOD LUCKS and don’t give up. Keep trying and give yourself a CHANCE, give hope to yourself and you will see what you get. They’re the root to your future. You just have to hold on and at the end of the day, you won’t feel regret when you see the result coz you know you have tried your BEST AND HARDEST for it. When there’s no regret, no hard feelings. Pull all your strengths and faced your demons, don’t be afraid to move forward and overcome it.

This is motivation for you peeps!!

Today is 7th October la, not 3rd..hahahaha! just messing around. Anyway, just an inspiration of this photo of school days. All those making new friends moments.