2012 New Year

It's New Year 2012. I spent my New Year eve Countdown having Steamboat at my boy's house with his family than catch a movie. When 12am strike, we watched fireworks together at his balcony. It was quite chillax sitting at home. It was lovely.

Anyway,

I thought about the changes I want for 2012. First of all. I wanna wish everyone a very Happy New Year and happiness!

As for my beloved friends, I hope that everyone is making the effort to stay tight in our friendship circle no matter how far or near we are. We should start making changes in our lifestyle if we want to make this work. I know some people are afraid to speak out and make the move due to fear of awkward but think about what the silence will cause strain to our friendship. We still love and care each other but why keeping ourselves silence and untold when there is something wrong. So Speak out when you have doubt, don't hide coz the problem will never disappear without a proper conversation.

I know people are busy with works and studies but that doesn't mean we should stop contacting! It's the biggest mistake if we ever drift ourselves away from the people we loved before, all those memories we built would flown away. So Listen, be brave to approach and cared when you really do. It's not gonna be alright keeping all those sorrows in your heart. I can see we all misses each other from time to time and I believed this means ya'll still resembled a part of our friendship.

Thanks for Reading. Loves! :)

Rush Hour

December means Rush Hours for me but I still like to make lots of errand instead of being calm and bored all the time. I feel more energetic when I'm in rush hour for everything. Xmas day is coming soon and I'm gonna make sure that I fill 2011 with cheers and happiness. Decorating my house will be my first chore. I need to blast my Xmas spirit from inside out. New Year, Chinese New year is coming soon..

Broadband gonna go now. Sad!.........................

I just came back home and thatz how I get treated.

Sad Case

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See u all. I'm broke

ChesseBox Day

I'm TAN. Shitttttt! I need to get away from the sun light more

After a year, we finally met and catch up a lot. So much things to chit chat. CheeseBox make us bloated~ Here are few photos of us. It's been so long since we get together. Studying overseas really make it harder to meet up and we're from two different cities.

So fair. You're making me look TAN! LOL

Onion Rings!

Tomorrow is working day again so I guess it's back to Reality when I wake up tomorrow. Fun is just a moment, not for long. But I'm satisfied with my holidays.

Good Day!

November!!

Lunch, snap shots, chit chat, eat non stop! LIKEY! =D

With Annie~ Ex-colleague from office

Hmmmmm. Full till explode!

Us!!!!!!! *Happy moment*

Cnt get enough of her PLAYFUL personality. HAHA! Young at heart

Kaizhen with colleagues & friends

Jessie's Birthday!

My fresh cream Birthday cake for mom! My treat!

Sis's bought for Mom's birthday. It's Durian Flavour! Yummy max!

Colleague's Birthday! Cocktail cake! I feel fat now~

November had suck and drain my money but it's still worth the treats! Birthdays and wedding celebrations everywhere to attend and spent on. Memories are made for my life so come on, let's just enjoy life. I ate so much this month, all FOODS are absorbed to my tummy and it's growing in my body. But I like coz it has always been my THOUGHT to be juicy. It's late, I gotta go sleep now.

Good Night!

Bad Skin!

Oh boy! It's been so long since I last updated my blog. I'm so busy recently as functions comes and go like wind but I love it when my schedule is tight. I love it when I get home tired and have fun all day long. I finally replace my old spec with a fashion spec with degree which cost so cheap! It's SALES MONTH so my money flow out slowly. Chinese New Year ahead soon in January 2012 makes NOVEMBER and DECEMBER a super duper MONEY MONTH!

My skin had gone a little wild and bad lately due to tired and not having the time to pay attention to my fugly skin. But thanks to this Etude House that remove my chin's dirts and pores!

Wedding Day for Phil & Cherry

Somehow, It's such a Sweet Conicidence that Our 5years,1month Anniversary falls on the same day as baby's ex classmate, Phil's Wedding with Cherry on the 22/10.2011. Such a beautiful and modern wedding and I enjoyed it a lot with baby and all his ex classmates from St'Margaret School. I have to say I felt really grateful seeing baby getting to talked and have fun with all his long lost friends from highschool before. There were dancing performances and band singing. The songs were so amazingly sang by a girl. Her voice so sweet and pure!

Here are all the photos taken:

Make up my Eyes using Holika Holika cosmetic. It's been some times since I last make up my naked face!

Next, time for Dressing Up! Done!

Wedding held at CHMS KB. Met some of our friends being invited too. Double Couple photoshoot

The Wedding Love Story 22.10.11. It shows pics of the bride and groom when they were a baby till toodler and grown up and finally met each other. I didn't get to take those coz I was too enjoying watching their funny past photos. So SWEET! I realized that this cover page looks like the gift that I made for Baby's 5years anniversary 'Chapters of Our Story' booklet! Haha! Looking at the date makes me feel like we are celebrating our anniversary on a wedding.

The Newly Wed Couple on 22/10/11

Happily Ever After :)

Fly Away

When I grew up, I realized that we have to go far to further our life. Some goes far, some takes for granted, some stays, some changed, some left. But those memories we built together so deeply and loving can be replaceable by others when you lost contacts with them. When your friendship expanded widely, you tend to take things for granted and eventually forgets. But nobody can control the choices of friends you choose to be with that you were once among us.

People tend to take the most precious friends for granted. Part of the time, your social life had increased to the level of having too much fun can just drifted us away in your heart. Let’s take a sec and think about the memories of high school’s friends. We were once in a tight circle but when education brings you to the next level and moving further, it simply dragged you away and meet new people but that’s not wrong at all. It’s normal for us to invite new people in our daily life, just like I do too but I never forgot the old beloved. Just like when children were young, they’re just bunch of cheerful monkeys. But when they started to go through obstacles and bending road in their life, they started to change. With obstacles and experiences in our life makes us who we choose to be. Most importantly, it makes us stronger and grows. Good example is my mom. She’s the strongest and positive person I have ever seen due to those heavy obstacles she had to go through in the past and losing her spouse. My life was never easy but I learnt that God gave us obstacles to learnt something and he made me who we are today.

I always think that it’s best to keep in touch with people that once played a big part in your life. You should not let go just because they met more people that are way better but knowingly they still remember you part of the time coz we grew up together. Remember to keep close to those special people that loved and cared for you as much as you do. You will never know what will happen tomorrow. You just need to drain my emotional thoughts away and take some time to understand the people you known.

Happy Sunday! Be Positive! ;)

My wish List

Hello, October!

I feel like there's going to be a downpour of money going out of my pocket next year coz I have so many things in mind that I need to use and pay by my own. I'm growing up and I can no longer depend on my mom to pay for everything I wanted. I need to learn how to step forward and do it on myself. I just want to make it the hard way instead of the Easy way! My biggest wish list is changing a new hp to Iphone4 or iPhone4S. *Depends* Although I'm still not sure what will happen next year but I guess I'm trying hard to save money to get an iphone. Look at all those functions and apps, so tempting and convenient! Not to mention the games and instalgrams are even much more awesome since I love photo shots . Such a happy Saturday coz I'm having my HTC set to 3G dst instead of using 2G for the past 5 years. It really makes a big difference in using 3G dst and 2G due to the internet connection. Now it's so much faster than before!

Good Weekend, Peeps! God bless ya'll

Halloween is coming SOON!

See you guys in next post. Ciao!!!!!!!! ^.^

5yrs Anniversary baby

Celebrating our belated anniversary at Bandar and it was lovey dovey and awesome. It was like falling in love when we first met, going back to our memories. I guess we are just like two fishes in a fantasy fairytale being so innocent and unrealistic for sometimes. I have never thought we can make it so far and as time passes, our love just grew stronger and improvement for each other. Coz we grew up, we learned things should change for the better and we fight for our love to survived. Not because we want to win over argument but we just can't help feeling deeply in love. Thanks for an awesome celebration, baby. I love you!

Amery&Kevin. "Ak22" slogan that never change

'Foods for thought' during celebration! We Love Foods

Happy Anniversary,baby!

The gift I have made specially for baby as anniversary gift. I hope you really love it coz I did it with all my abilities and times. I did several mistakes when I was in process of making this booklet gift till I was so stress out but in the end, the outcome is worth it and just as I wanted it to be. It's a booklet of our Love Story from the first time we met till the presence. This shown how much we have gone through after all these years being together, both being in rocky and loving moments. At least, when you read back this love story booklet, you will be able to remember all our memories.

I love this page because of the dreamy pictures

The papers I have wrote and edited and preparing it with all my precious times, the booklet contained 9pages without realizing it. But 9 also means September for us

Made by: Amery Poh (*chuckle* heheheh! I feel so proud having to made something valuable for you) Must precious yeah!

Chapters of our Story

Fyzah the Spotlight!

My Saturday Night celebrating Fyzah's belated birthday partying and Raya and dancing at beloved fyzah house!

My girls looked so lovely last night. I love them all! Well, just let the pics do the talking. I'm gonna do less typing for tonight. All I know is that Monday is coming and I hate it.

With Fyzah, the spotlight of all!

With Bestie's moments

The Girls! =)

The Key to Life

The Best thing I have received during an age of 21 is the Key to the office and my own email address of the company. The moment I was handed the key makes me feel like my trustworthy was being built after these few months. All I know I'm going to fly by myself and start learning all the greatest and smallest in life and career. I want to succeed and aim for what I have targeted. Nobody want to crash down their future, we all work hard for years and something will always come along to bring you to the road of success. After all the difficulties, you will find a way one day coz God has a bigger plan for you than we had for ourselves.

It wasn't easy for a newbie at first but after what you have achieve, you will feel proud in the end. I have been praying to God for answer and he's always there to speak to me through the words of spiritual books and Bible. To all Christians out there, please read the words of God daily so he can communicate with you about your problems. It's important how we have to eat the words of God daily just like a daily bread. This is not a joke coz God had shown me through the words of Bible whenever I have difficulties and questions to ask Him. It's amazing how he drawn my faith and love closer to Him.

Since I was a child, I loved God so much that I didn't dare to lie and speak the truth only coz I learned about what is Sin that was so cruel. I remembered I was so innocent and pure. Part of the time, I was just a playful brat that would make my tiring parents mad. I would nagged my parents to bring me to Sunday School even though I don't have a single friend there. I was always lonely there except the attention from the teachers. I was always wishing that God can take me away to Heaven where no pains, suffering and sins exist. I was always praying all the innocence things to God. Thinking back makes me miss the innocence that was once in me. God didn't take my life maybe I wasn't ready and He need me to spread his words so that all lost souls can be save. But He is only coming for a Holy people, not double-minded.

For Christians, they do not fear what is troubling for their souls coz they can be save after life on judgement day except double minded Christians can't be save. Sometimes, I wondered myself that judgement day sounds scary coz it's like seeing whether you succeed in Life. If you did not pass Life and names are not written in the book of Life, you're thrown into the lake of fire. So, be ready to face the Reality and After Life. Accept Christ and pray for your sins to be washed, spread the gospels of God and let the Holy Spirit be with you all.

Depart

College mates are going off to UK in a few days time and it sucks for me big time coz I'm not gonna see them for a long time but I do feel happy that they're going to experience a whole new world and life ready to explore. While I'm stuck here not able to afford for UK really feels double the worst. UK has always been the country I really wish to visit but also the most impossible in my life. I wished you all farewell and take care, all of you will be missed. Safe flight!

Alice and my last hang up before UK's life

Charlene, didn't get to meet up before you go but will stay in touch. Loves :)

Leaving me alone working for life but we will meet someday when you're all back.

P.S : this is not an emo post. The photo looks emo but it's artistic bah! Hehe!

It seems like late August has a great turn around and my weeks have been filled with outing and spending on foods and fuel. I was so right, when you have a job and a car than you owe every freedom. Just like a 21years old girl who got her key opened to life! It feels great to filled my everyday life with so much to do. It can be frustrated when it’s too much but I still love it although sometimes tiring. By the time you get back home, you would drop death on bed and fell asleep to Lala Land! Not to mention, I have been budgeting my own spending. My first salary, I spent all on treats, foods and fuel. But I found myself a beautiful owl ring which satisfied me for the whole month. I think I’m easily satisfied by things, I do not wish for a lump sum of goodies but just ONE can surely make my day.

I haven’t been shopping lately and hopefully I can spend my second salary on things I can keep for a lifetime instead of foods and fuel all the way again. Anyways, now let’s hope September treats me really well coz it’s me and Kevin most SPECIAL month. See you in next post when I’m free!

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Darren a week with all of us before heading back!

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Us with Marilyn Monroe. HAHA!

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Me and baby dating every weekend

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Chung Heng is back

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Dinner Gathering at Tez Amore for the peeps that are leaving soon

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My lovely Vanila Latte

My July Hardship

My July ended abruptly, it was tough and emotional to deal together. Just when you think things can get any better, it gets worse. I was too frustrated with so much things especially financial problems gets on my nerve. Financial problem was saddening. My car broke down in the middle of the road when I was alone, my mom have been bringing the cars to workshops for repaired in and out that had cost a great amount of money. Our house’s water pump had been a problem too. We have so little water to bath, cook, boil water, wash laundry and flushed the toilet. All the tap waters have been choking. Without much water, we have hard time whenever we need to use it. The problem is that we can’t find a proper water pump worker to repair it. We have to save up money, eat less and try to budget.

My days were basically negative all the way in July. Eventually, I cried out and break through my wall. In my toughest moments, I read through a book that was written by a pastor which is consider a Christian book too. To my surprise, I found a line says, “Are you in money difficulties? Is it hard to make both ends meet? This Thing is from Me, for I’m your purse bearer, and would have you draw from and depend upon Me.” Then at the other end was written a verse Philippians 4:19. I opened my bible and found its verse,“ And My God will meet all your needs according to his glorious riches in Christ Jesus.”

I found another verse in Philippians 4:12 which speaks for me. It says, “ I know what it is to be in need, and I know what it is to have plenty. I have learnt the secret of being content in any and every situation whether well fed or hungry, whether living in plenty or in want.”

Seeing these verses that God had let me see, I know he’s watching over me and will help me through. Life was never perfect. Here are some more lines that motivated me and I know God has a purpose of me choosing this book. It’s a book that shown me the answer from Him :

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Some things can’t be learnt through lectures, they come at the cost of burned fingers or skinned knees. God allowed us to experience suffering in order to facilitate our growth. In another words, God sends trouble into our lives to strengthen us and make us better children in His family. Many roads can be chosen by us too. Our choices will determine what kind of people we turn out to be.

- God had shown me a way, it open my mind as it says experiencing hardships can build a greater wisdom and maturity in myself and I suddenly realized my parents have experienced even greater hardship especially my dad. He had battled with cancer but every trouble brought him closer to God and his into Kingdom.

Farewell, College Life

It feels great that I finally succeeded with all my abilities in achieving my course at Laksamana College of Buisness. Now it’s time to say farewell to my wonderful college that had given me abundant memories with both lecturers and friends. Those moments was one in a million, I simply loved both my college and highschool times. I never hated my studies life. In fact, it’s the most wonderful thing that I have ever learnt. But time has its limit of stopping, we can’t study and pay for the rest of our life. We need to make a change and grow mature in time, to earn money for the future and family. We can’t keep on going using parents’ money. Eventually everything has their end.

On Friday 29-7-2011 was the day I felt proud went up the stage to receive my certificate that I have been waiting. College’s life has changed me so much especially what the lecturers’ influence. I learnt to communicate more with new people and even strangers. I wasn’t shy to make new friends coz I had been influenced by all my pretty and handsome European lecturers. They treated you like buddy, a family and helped you when you’re in trouble and having lunch with you, joked with each other. Moments of laughter and smile are unforgettable how well the lecturers treated us.

In fact, I have grew so much closer with the college that it becomes one of my happiest memories. Although there were lots of drama, happy and sad moments with my mates, I still feel lucky to met all of you. All of you will be missed because at the end of the day, we are still good. Since many of us are going to go separate ways to further their degree studies in September, I wish you all Good Luck. We will meet again and I’m sure you guys will become prettier and more handsome after back from UK.

Here are all the farewell photos to end with

Owez being crazy and funny when you're around. Cz we just love to be Lame smtyms. Misses!!

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Mr Prakash, never stop joking and insulting ur students. Old already but young at heart yeah. haha!

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Ms Bogusia~ Ur owez lovely and friendly among all the students

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With Feedah. Good luck with everything, gorgeous :)

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My gang/guests. Thanks for coming with me.Hehe!

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College mates =)

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My last achievement!

Last but not least, HEARTS you all! Good Luck!