September's knocking

September is knocking at my door when I woke up in the morning. As I opened my door to the balcony, I felt the fresh air touching through my skin and I knew, left 22 days to our fourth year anniversary. But time will be running short as you will be leaving to somewhere else, a thousand miles away from me.

When I think of September, my mind thought of you in the first place but you gave me fear for another thought of your limited time being with me. Left 4months and you’re going to leave me here all by myself waiting. I just don’t know whether I am brave enough to face this truth as it’s getting nearer each day pass by as fear is pouring over me. I wished you could stay longer but you’re just making every move nearer especially you have taken the forms to fill in. I can see the excitement in your eyes, I know you love studying rather than working all day long so tiring and complaining to me. Moreover, you're going to a FANTASTIC country I know actually deep inside, you'r pretty HAPPY. I support you all the way so GAMBATEH!

We just see what fate bring us when the time comes. Silence conquered my thought of you away from me for 9 months. But thanks for giving me so much memories. I appreciated every one of it from you coz that’s love. If we still can manage to be together after you come back then it show how strong and tight we are.


I love SEPTEMBER coz it belonged to us, just You&Me...

Love.Dates

I felt so delighted to spend weekends with my love at Bandar, we went to several places to enjoyed just like normal couple do. Yesterday we went to watched ‘Phua Chu Kang movie’ at the mall and it was freaking damn hilarious. I know he is known as a very popular comedian but honestly I never watch any of his show before even when I was a kid. It turned out that his movie was so funny that I laughed from the beginning to the end of the show. I have to admit Singapore’s directors are really intelligent in making LOGICAL JOKES that seem to rhyme with every sentence unlike some of the western funny movies are kind of not really logic and a little too lamed. But, of course there are some English movies that are damn funny. After we finished watching movie, we decided to go chill in coffeebean but both Bandar and Gadong were in traffic jam and no more place to sit. Coffeebean were so full on Saturday night.

Everywhere we went was full of people and roads full of cars that it jam the hell out of you. The traffic was unbearable that we decided to go coffeezone instead. PFFTTT! It was our last choice coz we don’t like the drinks there.

Just now went to watched ‘City Under Siege’ at the mall. As you know, what could you spend your time without some movie to watch, right. The movie was really nice, not boring at all. Finally, I get to buy my favourite vanilla blended at Coffeebean. Vanilla has always been my favourite flavor. I haven’t taste coffeebean since college holidays ended. There was 15% discount and they get to write your name in our own cup. So when your order is done, they called you by your name to take your drink. I am always craving for more vanilla blended but it’s not cheap so I can’t drink it so often. Just have to budget myself.

Favourite Vanila Blended~

Final snapshot! Me with my name on it~

Photoshops

I had our own little cleaning campaign with my sister in Bandar rented room coz after the air-con was transferred to our room, the floor were quite dirty. The rented fees increase a little higher. We cleaned, sweep, mopped the floor and rearranged some of the furniture as the room has limited space and the air-con happened to be UNDER the window. If we put our beds near to the air-con, it’s going to be freezing to either our legs or head. So we rearranged our beds to the opposite side.

When I came back from class, the moment I walked in the room, I felt the cooling air and it makes me feel unbelievable coz I have been living in this room without air-con for 2 years when I came to studied in Laksamana. I seem to survived but got into insomnia most of the times. When I go back home during weekend, I always enjoyed my own room’s air-con preciously. Whenever my mum asked is it too hot back in Bandar and whether I can stand it. I always said it’s alright but some days are acceptable.

Lately, I introduced PICNIK photoshop to my college mates and they love it coz it's faster and easier to use. It’s like a TREND coz all of us kept editing our graduation photos. Here are some of the photos we all edited. Here are some of the original graduation pics and some random edited pics by my mates and me.

P.S - Rest in peace for Jed Jones, that used to be the student of college is gone too soon recently. Hope he will be in good hand being with God peacefully.

Stand Up for yourself

Well, I realized the things you dream of are not always what you see in reality. It’s always different. For example, the thing you can’t wait is going to turn out disappointing. I got to stand up and stop thinking about the worst for future and just live my life happily the way it is. I tried convinced myself if I were to go study abroad, it’s not going to work out well coz Kevin and me might be in the same class and same college there. As you know, couples that studied in the same class can be quite stressing sometimes in some cases. But I didn’t say all couples are like that, just some la. I preferred it is better I work here while he can finish his degree there. Just that we need to stay in touch through internet connection most of the time, impossible used texting coz it’s so costly. Distance won’t drift us apart coz you and I are always meant to be together.

We don’t always have to listen through
our ears, sometimes we need to listen through our hearts

I got good news that I have been complaining how hot it is in my room have finally ended coz I just have AIR CON in this room NOW! It’s quite cold and I bet at night will be coldest. At least I don’t have to sweats after I blew dried my hair in the room with one FAN and another air cooler. The air cooler quite useless la coz can’t help much.

Watched ‘karate kid’ Dvd last night before I went to sleep and it was really nice. I know it’s a little outdated for me to watched yesterday coz it’s like months ago when the movie is out but who cares. Jadan smith is so adorable especially when he break dancing. He’s such a young kid but full of talents, and I am sure he’s gonna be the next generation Hollywood star. Hopefully making song albums too, since he rapped so professinally cute.

Gonna head to nap.Wait for my update post.I am a blog lover! HAHAHAH =D

P.S - I am getting chubby..hahahaha

LCB Graduation day

Yesterday marks the special event in my life coz attending LCB graduation at Rizqun, 4floor at the mall. I have to say this year graduation event is more different maybe due to the berbuka Puasa Sungkai buffet. As usual it was the speech given by the board of directors and handing out the certificates to students. Congratulated to some of my classmates received their scholarship coz they got 12 ‘A’s after all those semesters.

I felt nervous when I was waiting for my name to be called but the moment I step on the stage, confidence boost all over me and I started to smiled while walking and received my certificate. It’s as if the stage belonged to me and I just wasn’t afraid anymore when I walked the distance to the board of directors. Honestly, I love STAGE and that’s why I loved to perform. Coz being on the stage is like you’re special and not afraid to show your abilities while others might be scared. Be proud to be on stage coz it’s not every day you can have this chance to do so. Some of the speech given by a particular student was quite inspiring coz he said something about graduating is not the end of learning. It kind of made sense and it inspired me to appreciate the moment of graduating.

"Graduating is not about the end but a beginning of your journey. Do not be sad but be delighted you make it through the toughest of all, for you have more dreams to achieve in your life. Be grateful to yourself that you’re one of them. "

Enjoy the photos! =))

Me getting ready at home

Last but not least me and bi graduating together. This is his last LCB graduation receiving his certificate. I bet next year, I don't have the chance to take graduation pictures with him as I haven't finished college yet. Still got one more last certificate for next year graduation but some of my classmates might be going to U.K to study for degree next year. Baby is deciding the same thing too. I just hope time goes slowly and I don't have to face all the distance between us for 9 months not seeing each other. I really wish I can go London with you too but I know I don't deserve it. You're the one that should go and get a great future. I'll be waiting only....

Dogs are Man's best friend

STOP HURTING DOGS!

Heartless people are so fucking stupid. How can they threat those innocent stray dogs. That’s such a deadly sin. Dogs have feelings too just like all HUMAN BEING does. I am an animal lover for both cats and dogs. I FULLY SUPPORT PEOPLE TO STOP hurting animals. They have all the right to belong to this world just like us. Stray dogs need a home and yet passerby heartless fucking people make them to suffer more by doing all those crazy acts.

SERIA, NEW VILLAGE INJURED STRAY DOG
This is one of the Seria, new village dog. He followed anyone who bought foods when we watched basketball competition. He’s one good pal to everyone in the basketball court. Not afraid and always chilled with us. He always searched for foods and I used to let him eat more so he can stay a little longer with me. Well, he’s always been there for all of us. Just like a supporting audience to the basketball players with us. He was recently injured by some heartless people. His body was all in pain and flesh were seen. The CAS ( Care and Actions for Strays ) brought along a vet and he said this dog was poured by hot water and burnt his skin. He’s now in well hand by the CAS and I hope someone can adopt him. It is better he get heal and be adopt than suffer again by heartless souls at Seria new village. But I am glad he’s still alive now. Now is just waiting for someone to give him a home. If I don’t have dog now, I would have reconsider on having him but I can’t have more than two dogs. It’s a lot of hard work and not an easy task.

My Doggies
I had my white dog for around two years now but the brown dog had died earlier but I am still gona post it here. I don’t give them names but my mom called the white dog Poppy. From all the dogs I had before. This is the first time I had dogs that really love to LICK people. When I just walk pass, they licked my legs and even when I just pat them, they also want to lick my hands. It’s like they loved KISSING people. After played with them, I am in dogs saliva and needed a bath for sure. Here are some pictures of my white dos and the brown dog.

They used to played and did things together since a baby when we brought them home. They were the best brothers with very different attitudes. But when they were grown up, their relationship changed for the worst. White and brown dogs were getting really nasty and very mischievous. They bite our rubbish at backyard and made a mess to all the surrounding of my house, bite our slippers to spoil. The worst was they bite my house’s fench to get out the house and CHASED other cars in our small area. Until one day, a malay man saw our dog outside and asked us to tied him coz my dog was too near to his car. We have no choice to give the dogs much freedom anymore coz they were becoming very mischievous and hard to control.

We decided to tied the white dog by the chain so he can’t go anywhere to spoil the things and especially the fench, it’s expensive. White dog was mad why he was tied up and his brother not. When brown dog come to lick him, they started a huge fight. The brown dog was trying to care him as usual but white dog was moody. The huge fight broke their relationship apart. Whenever white dog feel angry, he will pick a fight on his brother when he got near. It was so sad to see them in chaotic just because white one is angry he’s been tied up. After few weeks, they were rebound together again. But not as close as before already. Even dogs have human feelings of jealousy and anger just like human does, they might always be PURE but part of them are not. Now white dog is alone as his brother died earlier in our house. He died peacefully closing his eyes on the ground. He was really a clever dog coz he listened to us when we scold or talked to him. When he is angry, his face is full of anger looking back at you. He might be mischievous too but a really clever dog. He’s SPECIAL PAL to me! His emotional face never failed to made me smile and pat his head.

Brown Dog : "Cheer up, bro..Even I am gone, please take care"

In memories of Brown one..We loved you!

"I am so short, I can't reach you"

"Fuck u, Stop taking pic of me..I DON'T WANT"

He loved to carried almost ANYTHING on his mouth and walked around with it..CUTE!

This is the way he looks when he manja people..Can close your leg, very EMBARASSING!

"oK,amery..I will close my leg as long you don post in FB..NYEH NYEH NYEH

He loves to see sightings climbing like that

Looking so comfy standing up than sitting dowm..HAHA!!

HAHAHA!! BEHIND THE SCENE..is actually funny to see dog wanting to stand up!

Grown UP

The two brothers BEFORE

loving and caring..

I am BRAVE!

even cats can sleep so easily so why can't I ?

It’s around 5.30am in the morning and don’t ask why I am still awake at this time. I hate it when I can’t get my sleep after midnight. I am just wondering whether it’s my problem. Recently, when my mind is so awake that I only slept when the sun rise and awake for the whole night. It’s worse than having a nightmare. I don’t know what’s wrong in me or is it something wrong. My mind is so active now that I am actually blogging in this early morning.

My fan is not working properly at the moment. It died out suddenly without warning and I was shocked to see it turns its old wings slower every minutes. After more than 10minutes, it started to turn its wings stronger till the engine start working and I am satisfied to be blown by its wind smoothly and cooling. I was half chatting in msn when suddenly POOF!…there was blackout and it’s my first time experienced away from home alone and have to faced all these nasty problems by myself. My whole area was in darkness outside too. Neighbour dogs started barking madly and I don’t care. SHIT! I didn’t remember where my sis put all those candles and lighters. My room was only filled with the sound of movie from my laptop. It was dark and I had to carry my laptop to shine through all the drawers to find the freaking candles. Finally sweating and lighting three candles in my room. And then get back to my chatting in msn. I felt proud to be able to face all the problems alone. After awhile, current was back but I still couldn't sleep. I knew I am brave enough to face many things as time flies and any moment, I could be on my own feet making big dreams. I am going to bed now and hopefully I'll be sleeping soundly for this beautiful morning. Good Morning for ALL and zzZZZZZZZZz....*to LALA LAND*

"Don't wake me up till afternoon or I bite ya, RAWR! "

Coffeezone

Baby decided to bring me to CoffeeZone to online and chilled just now as he wanted to watch the football game. But I really wish we choose Coffeebean instead, the drinks are so much NICER. Cofeezone was packed with people outside as usual as they sit in the open air. I bring my broadband along with me but the CONNECTION sucks to the max. Not that I am insulting their connection, just maybe due to so many people online just BESIDE Kevin, one whole row of them using internet.

I really loved chilling in places like this, it’s cool and the best place to CHILL. Both Coffeezone and Coffeebean are quite a chilling and relaxing places for teenagers. It was very relaxing until a mom and dad brought along their THREE NOISY KIDS to Coffeezone sitting infront of me and baby. The kids were TALKING so loudly and shouting to the waitress, ‘’MISS!!” They were so nosy and mischievous. One of her son was so naughty that he was screaming and jumping on the chair to the table on top. It was a whole mess. Three mischievous kids in Coffeezone filled the surrounding with noise and screaming. It annoyed me so much. Even Kevin told me, if he was the dad. He couldn’t bear the kids being so much naughty in PUBLIC. It annoyed us a little. We decided to leave as our laptop batteries were low.

Here are some random webcam pics with BABY =)

PICNIK edited our vanila milkshake and mocha mint shake

Using handphone cam is so much better than laptop webcam. Just look at the difference..PFFTT~