Tighted Schedule

I have been super busy recently. I can’t really find an alone and relaxing time for my own either. It had been a hell hectic weeks and finally tonight I’m going to do some updates. Last month was a quiet one and this month was a busy one. By the time I get back home, I was exhausted to do anything. I have been spending more times on both my love life and socializing times. I learnt how to balance my life equally on friends, love, family and career. I feel good being busy all the time but I think it’s time I need to laid back and relax myself having some alone time at home once awhile. It’s great that I hangup a lot recently with the gang as they are going to start uni life soon!

One thing I’m pretty sad is that all my beloved friends are going to further their studies and moving to Bandar. After all these times we spent together, half of them are going to be separated. It really makes me feel so sick when my times are so packed and my brain is so tired. I rarely have insomnia already coz I’m just too exhausted. Going to sleep now and wake up EARLY for Miri. GOSH!! Tired die!

Reunion!

My dog's new lover

My dog's Gf. A Bitch that changed my dog's attitude recently. He fell in love with a breed, short one

It's really sad to see your own dog to picked up fight at innocent dog. But I know deep down, he's actually protecting his favourite female breed. They have been so close together, visiting my house just to meet my dog. But he's always full of jealousy, no other dog can be near to that breed or else he would bit them with wounds non stop. My dog has become so aggressively protective that other dogs doesn't dare to be near him anymore. When the breed goes to the side of other males, my dog start to bark fiercely ready to FIGHT again.

It's heart breaking to see him pick up fight and yet all the other dogs surrounding and biting my dog to let go of their innocent friend this afternoon when I came back home. I saw the whole scene of him being bitten, I stopped my car and screamed at them. But the 3 dogs biting my dog were too many to handle. In the end, my dog being pushed and bit so roughly fell down to the drain all soaked and dirty. His pretty blue collar was teared apart by the other dogs. I was worried that he might get hurt so I threw stones at the other dogs to stop.

All he care is not letting his breed girlfriend get nearer to the other male dogs and risked his life to fight so fiercely. One thing I understand from him is He Never Want to LOSE!

Unexpected Day

DJ Izan! the most active,funniest and motivated DJ in radio Brunei

THE BEAUTIES!

Our Etude house goodies! FREE!

Me and Chenyin with the Korean Make up artist! Seriously professional!

The magic touch

How LUCKY can you get to meet DJ Izan and Etude House promoting their new highlight brand called 'Aloha' and with 2 korean make up artists giving free make up. Although I didn't join in the free make up session but Franz did and the result was flawless. Their promotion was such a big hit and success. I got the free goodies kit and toner just by communicating with DJ Izan in the middle of the crowd. Getting to take pic with my favourite DJ too. It was really an unexpected day. Transformers 3 was awesome to us, makes us teary yet excited. Seriously, such a worthful day up to Bandar!

Precious Pride

The reason I stand so strong for my religion is mostly from the role model of my dad. He was such a great and holy man. I want to be just like him when I grew up and I secretly wished that I can see him in heaven one day and to share this eternal life together when I’m gone. I do not wish that I convert to any religion in the future. I remembered the last dream I met him, he was in a place all bright white in colour. It was as if we were standing on the clouds up on the sky. I believed dad is in Heaven, the place he should be where he won’t suffer with pain again.

No matter how you force me to convert, my heart will not be in peace. My life will be done if I separate from Christianity coz it’s the only and precious religion that I can feel such powerful love and peace within. The experiences that I have gone through with Christ by my side have been amazing. I will be furious for whoever who try to drive me out from my own pride!!

You will never understand my experiences. When I’m afraid, I cross my fingers and prayed silently begging for help. After praying, there was always a sudden feeling of peace hard to define within me pouring over my soul. When I’m searching for an answer, I always found it right from the bible of the same topic I have in mind. A bible consist thousands of pages but yet I can find the answers when I simply flipped it. Do you really think it is coincidence?! No, it’s not! Coz God show me the way.

Epic Outburst!

Last night, I was staying at Bandar. Suddenly we were awake by the outburst sound outside my balcony. The bursting and pouring sound was so outrageous and at one moment I thought we were attack by tsunami due to the bombing sound of water. Me and sis jumped up from bed afraid of the sound and take a peek at the window and saw an outburst pouring of huge waterfall from the gigantic tall water tank above. The first outburst of water spilling looks like a huge waterfall then slowly it becomes smaller portion but our area was flooded. Our sandals were being washed to backyard and vases falling and breaking. Dustbins were being washed away to other area and tree branches broke all over the pathway, tiny stones being worn off by the flood. Everything was in a mess. Luckily we live in hillside so the flood decrease quickly but it flow to the neighbor area instead of the main road.

Huge!

Water tank was left spilling gallons of water for hours till morning the water department came to think of a plan to fix it. But the water keep spilling for 10hours and you can imagine how much gallons of water is wasted from that water tank. The tank happened to have small leaks and downpour for small amount of water for the past few weeks but no fix was given yet and last night the great force of water couldn’t handle anymore and it finally burst out its wall and splash out its nature force which make that harder to fix. Seriously it's so scary to live infront of a huge tank!

Zoom in. Wall was burst out into holes. Morning still downpour non stop but not as much as the first waterfall burst like RAIN

A big tree branch in front of our gate and garbages all over after water flood from tank

Water flowing to neighbour's house at the back

My area, all the flower vases drop to the drain and broken floor tiles worn off everywhere

The tree branches hit this van that parked outside when the downpour happened. Its mirror had a little crack

Hope it will never happen again! =(

God Bless Us!

Complication of words

Introducing tumblr to everyone where arts, images, pictures and words came alive with imagination goes wild. A place to reblog all you want and need. I have been playing tumblr for 1 and a half years and it still ain’t boring to me. They provided uncountable inspired, funny and all kind of images that you can think of. I loved it when tumblr inspired me in so many ways through pictures yet you understand what they shown with only simple features. I love arts and pictures and that’s the reason I loved tumblr.

They speak the truth and also the words that are far more complicated to describe in relationships, friendships, family and pets. Here are two very inspired words that I found from tumblr :

~Pain makes you stronger, tears makes you braver, heart break makes you wiser, so thank the past for a better future.

~Relationships last long not because they are destined, Relationship last long coz two people make a choice – to keep it, to fight for it, and to work for it. Meanwhile, other relationships fail not because they’re destined to fail. They failed because one of the two, or both made the choice to set free.

One in a Million

It was raining so heavily and strong wind was blowing so hard till you can see the rains are being blow together in parallel ways. My mom was going to go out for awhile to buy Gas tank as our house gas had finished and she need to cook lunch. The weather was so bad and I saw her opening the gate when the umbrella was overturn due to the strong harsh wind. She drove out but my dog suddenly rushed out to chase my mom’s car and stand in front to stop her from going out to the road on this kind of weather. In the end, my mom still managed to drove out to the road. My dog came back home all wet and worried, and was in a mess he was running back and forth to get a closer look at the pathway waiting impatiently for my mom to come back. In fact, it started to make me worry coz the weather was getting worse.

I was home alone that time. I opened the door to see my dog, he rushed to me whining almost sounds like crying and looking at his worried eyes, I was shocked. Honestly, I’ve never seen my dog so worried and chaotic to this level. In fact, I was starting to worry for my mom driving in such a bad weather so I called her mobile and she picked up. She said she’s heading back now. I was praying hard for the rain and strong wind to calm and my prayer was answered. My dog was still waiting for my mom at our house open gate impatiently under the rain. Finally my mom came back home safely, he was jumping for joy again.

This sense of touching is so valuable and I realized how much our dog loved us. I never knew his love was so unlimited and touching.

He might just be a dog but their feelings are a heart of Gold. One day, one time, they can touch you without them knowing but you can see it in your own eyes. This is one of my rare incidents between us and my dog’s love.

Where can you find such a pretty yet has an unconditional love for us. One in a million love

Hope everyone will love their pet dog more unconditionally coz any separation from you is painful to them. They needed you in their life coz you make them less lonely and filled them with family love as they lost their real families.